What should I say?

Its my first day of my semester holidays and already i am bored to death....
I love doing some or the other work and vacation means no work...and i am sooooooooo bored...my mom says try to develop a hobby....and thats one thing i can't do....So i thought..lets try to cook for change...i think i am not a bad cook so i made aloo-gobi today which was pretty ok...next time i want to do much complicated recipe..probably something inter-continental....ok ok..i will stop day dreaming...

When i was 10 years old i used to love writing stories or just simply write my thoughts in my notebook...but slowly lost that habit after entering high school where i never even had time to do my home work...

I wrote so many stories I can't recollect now...I may be a person with less amount of talent...but lets be more optimistic..I would like to think that there are many more who are like me....after all I am not any great person...

Whenever I sitting in my classroom and listening to boring lectures or riding in a rush bus...I think i wish i could stay at home and do nothing....Just yesterday when i was studying for my exam I was praying so much for these exams to be finished..now when they are..i want the time to turn back and I do some work where time seems to run so fast I looks like someone stole it....

it is so cold outside and reminds me of manali...what a beautiful place it is...During a sunny day when it is 46 degrees centigrade in hyderabad and i have to go to college in that weather i dream of opening a software company in manali and settle down there...I will have huge building on the mountains....It will be like a tech company cum a holiday resort....and i would only hire my friends so that along with work i will so much fun all day...

I must say...my friends are very talented people...Each one is special in there own way....they are so different from averyone else...It sometimes feels bad that i can only spend about 6 months with them....But i know that each one will settle well and get married and we will all meet once every week or a month...and have a blast.....

Future seems so uncertain to me and everyone who are witnessing things going on...and many say...live in today don't think about tomorrow....I agree with that...and living in today I still can't stop wondering what my tomorrow is....

Looking at the stars in the sky I think...are there anyone like us living on a small planet which we can't see....I may sound like a lunatic...but the world is full of "what if?!"...
And we can see that question every where around us....

What if all the animals can talk with us?
Then we can have a tea time conversation with our dog about the stock market...

What if trees can defend themselves?
Then we don't have to worry about deforestation...we don't have to worry about pollution..and probably about global warming....

what if politicians were good?
NAAAAA...thats even more impossible than the above 2 questions...

like this...everyday as I walk or talk or listen or see and observer there are so many questions that come to my mind..I am not the only one...Everyone has got there own about a billion what ifs...

Todays world is filled with so many gadgets...Everyone seems to can't live without them...Just few decades ago there was no electricity in many places in India and people were fine...But if there is a one hour power cut....You can imagine what happens...

My mom says we should use technology only till we need it...if we want to use it everywhere then we can't survive long...So i thought i should train myself to be able to live without luxury but use it only how mush i need it...But you know what...my people think i am a mental patient because I don't like to travel in big cars or want to use those cool gadget mobile phones...i always shrug them off...and i can't help it notice how the world is so addicted to these things which are not essential for our life to live and are ok with things that are essential for us to survive getting destroyed...

I don't want to say people are selfish...I think everyone is just too busy in earning there daily meal...or fighting for there health or...begging there spouse to forgive them or trying to make there true love to notice them etc etc etc.....

So...what can i say...this world is filled with so many questions and everyone spends there whole life looking for the answers.....But for me...I enjoy this search for answers....