After a long time..an old friend reminded of blogging..

Its been so long long time since.....But thats not important....
Everything in my life changed...Even the smallest aspect like the way I look or how I feel about myself changed...
Many new people came into my life...some knowingly and some unknowingly...
I am new person now...Working in a reputed software company...and dreaming about how to invest in shares or how to plan a long term career goal etc etc....I may sound boring..but what we have to move on with time...
As I was talking about new people who came into my life...They may be just colleagues to me but I seem to be more than that to them..
After college I stopped making frnds...But these people pulled me into their life...But now I am glad they did...
Some ignore me and without my knowledge help me...
Some always stay with me..and treat me like I am small kid...
These people are spoiling me...But I like that...

I keep meeting guys who are crazy about me but don't want to stay with me saying "I can't stay with her..we are of same age and I can't marry her"..BULLSHIT...

I enjoy my work even though its hectic...I am enjoying my moms cooked food..I enjoy watching movies in weekend on my laptop...

I lost my old frnds because of my pride..But i found new frnds because of my luck...

I faced a lot of trouble in the past year due to many many situations but I learned to move on and live in the present..and love the future no matter how it may be...

Many people hurt me...but I always forgave them and hoped the best for them...

No its my turn to start a new league....NO MORE LOOKING BACK....

What When Who Where Why

Whats my favourite colour?
Purple,pink,blue,green.

What is my fav food item?
Anything made out of paneer.

What is my favourite ice cream?
Vanilla with fresh fruits and chocolate syrup.

What are my time pass hobbies?
Watching tv,cooking,talking on the phone for hours.

Where do I want to go this moment?
Beautiful mountains of manali.

Who am I missing the most?
My pet Spikey who died 6 months ago.

What I am thinking right now?
Sleeping...I am sooo tired...It is such a hard work to waste time.

What films I saw today?
Wall-e,the bee movie,ashta chemma...

What I am seeing right now?
Small scar on my lefthand made by my cat.

Which actor I am thinking about now?
Johny depp....he is so cool.

What I must do now?
Shut down my system and go to sleep

Can't sleep..what to do..

I always had a doubt...to live in web world and let everyone know who they are...does this mean that they have no respect for privacy or they are more open about openness...well...its everyone's point of view..and a grey question for few...To be able to sleep peacefully at night despite whatever happens in our life is a great quality..but I don't I have it...thats the reason I am sitting here at night 2:30am and browsing the net and have nothing to do...I am not the only one sleepless..my dad too is awake...

my room is so silent...except for the typing sound coming from y old keyboard which i want change but my pocket money isn't co operating with me....Today i got another anonymous call sayin they were my friend and wanted to speak to me and i respectfully said to ____ off....Some say I am an ugly person and some say I am the prettiest ..whom should i believe...kinda weird question I know...But as everyone says it depends on the point of view and since last 5 yrs i have been trying to take this few attentions i get here and then more positively....

Its a chilly season and the cold outside is not so bad...but i miss doing some work...I have to wait about 15days to get to my project...i don't know how its going to be...Its my first project and I am sure I will mess it up big time...I am scared a lot....

One thing I hate about myself is that I have such a huge traffic phobia...I panic so much when I am driving or sitting with someone driving for me...I have always felt safer when I am in a public transportation...I know I am blabaring but...I am not an article writer.. I am just a nobody who wants to pass time....

Its kinda strange when u hear no sound around u and u feel wide awake...I don't to be awake I want to sleep...Its 3 in the morning and still I haven't been able get any sleep...
i am so crazy about being crazy...

I love this new song from the movie surya s/o krishnan "nalone pongenu narmadha"...I really love haris jayaraj's work...Its simply awesome...But the problem is...When his new work releases his old work seems so boring...its a good thing or bad thing I don't know

Thats it for now...I will start my second innings or trying to get some sleep marathon..bye and good morning

sms that came to my mobile long back...

Praneeth:
20GB ka syllabus hai, 20MB hum padte hai, 10 KB yaad rehta hai, Bytes mein answer likthe hai, aur bits mein marks aate hai, yeh hai hamara aajkal ka ENGINEERING.....

Mahesh:
End 4 love is marraige, end 4 frndship is Death, I'll choose 2nd one and u make a right choice in Future...

Praneeth:
Help ever, hurt never, love ever, hate never!!
Give ever, expect never, smile ever, cry never!!
Think of me ever, Forget me never..
Be a friend forever...

Mythili:
Na juban se..
na nigahon se..
na dimag se,
na dilwalon se..
na greeting se..
na gift se..
aapko happy birthday seedha dil se..

Karthik:
Today if anyony praises you for your
1.Beauty
2.nature
3.style
4.attitude
kick them..
how dare they FOOL U before april...

Mahesh:
attendance
tiger...
yes sir..
eagle
present sir..
rabbit..
present sir...
monkey
present sir..
donkey
reading this sms sir...

NNL-14/06/06-8:28pm:
God saw me hungry...he gave me a pizza
He saw me thirsty..hea gave me pepsi..
He saw me walking...he gave a benz..
he saw me without any problem...and created u...

Mahesh-14/6/6-8:29pm:
Log milthe hai...."EVERYTIME"
pasand aate hai..."SOMETIME"
dosti hoti hai..."ONETIME"
jo retha hai...."LIFETIME"

Mahesh-15/06/06-9:41am:
New style of proposing a gal...."I've spent many sleepless nights for ur love....But i dont want my son 2 do the same 4 ur daughter...so lets make them brother and sister..."

NNL-15/06/06-1:01pm:
Friendship is have a friend as special and sweet as u make my each day beautiful and my life worthwhile...

NNL-20/06/06:
5 reasons why i like u--
1:
u are never boring...
2:
u know how 2 make me smile...
3:
u are my friend..
4:
u are perfect...
5:
u always see my sms with a pleasant smile....

NNL-20/06/06-12:56pm:
you=lovely
you=perfect
you=beautiful
you=amazing
you=sweet
you=cute
you=genious
you=fantastic
you=fabulous
me=liar
good company yaar!!!

NNL-20/06/06-12:54pm:
The rain may cover the sun but we know that the sun never forgets to shine just like u...we may not see eachother often butu'll always shine in mu thoughts...

Adithya-21/06/06-11:16am:
Promise me we are true friends.I am the heart you are the beat. I am the water you are the fish. I am the moon and you are the star. I am the tree and you are the monkey...

Adithya-21/06/06-1:28pm:
When i send u sms, it doesn't mean u have to do the same...
u can also send fruits,pizza,chocolates,cds,dvds, etc....even dd's and cheques are also accepted...

Praneeth-29/05/06-8:01pm:
Life is full of hurdles and pains, don't give up even if you fall get up...
stand straight...and ASk
EVADU BEY TOSINDHI?

Mahesh-29/05/06-6:50pm:
I have many options...
poisoning,drowing,hanging my neck, jumping from building. head under train, crashing my car...
BUT I CHOOSE ENGINEERING!!!

Sravani-29/05/06-7:22pm:
Why is fire engine red in color?
Bcoz fire engine has ladder...ladder has steps...steps are a foot is measured by a ruler...A ruler can be a king or a queen...Elizabeth was queen of england..Elizabeth was also name of a ship...ship floats on water...water has fish...fishes have fins...fins are also people of finland..the national flag of finland is red..so fire engine is red in color....
THIS IS THE ENGINEERING STUDENTS PATTERN OF EXAM WRITING

Mahesh-30/05/06:
Bacteria ke chromosomal DNA ke thymine nucleatides ke 5th carbon ke outershell ke 4th electron ki kasam...sirf disturb karne ke liye sms kiya...

Mahesh-30/05/06-10:39am:
Life is short so break the rules...forgive quickly,believe clowly,love truly,laugh uncontrolably...and never regret anythingthat made u smile...

Mahesh:
Ek tanha raat mein aapki yaad aayi, tanhai mitane ko humne cigarette jalayi, na jane phir kaisi qayamat si aayi, ke kambakth dhoovey ne bhi aapki tasveer banayi....

Sending 10000000000 smiles....take 1 for now and keep the 999999999 under ur pillow pick out one everytime....bcoz i want to see u smiling always...

6 birds were sitting on tree. A hunter saw that and shot over the tree...5 birds flew away but 1 birds was sitting like that only....whhy????
..............................balupu(nee lage)......

What should I say?

Its my first day of my semester holidays and already i am bored to death....
I love doing some or the other work and vacation means no work...and i am sooooooooo bored...my mom says try to develop a hobby....and thats one thing i can't do....So i thought..lets try to cook for change...i think i am not a bad cook so i made aloo-gobi today which was pretty ok...next time i want to do much complicated recipe..probably something inter-continental....ok ok..i will stop day dreaming...

When i was 10 years old i used to love writing stories or just simply write my thoughts in my notebook...but slowly lost that habit after entering high school where i never even had time to do my home work...

I wrote so many stories I can't recollect now...I may be a person with less amount of talent...but lets be more optimistic..I would like to think that there are many more who are like me....after all I am not any great person...

Whenever I sitting in my classroom and listening to boring lectures or riding in a rush bus...I think i wish i could stay at home and do nothing....Just yesterday when i was studying for my exam I was praying so much for these exams to be finished..now when they are..i want the time to turn back and I do some work where time seems to run so fast I looks like someone stole it....

it is so cold outside and reminds me of manali...what a beautiful place it is...During a sunny day when it is 46 degrees centigrade in hyderabad and i have to go to college in that weather i dream of opening a software company in manali and settle down there...I will have huge building on the mountains....It will be like a tech company cum a holiday resort....and i would only hire my friends so that along with work i will so much fun all day...

I must say...my friends are very talented people...Each one is special in there own way....they are so different from averyone else...It sometimes feels bad that i can only spend about 6 months with them....But i know that each one will settle well and get married and we will all meet once every week or a month...and have a blast.....

Future seems so uncertain to me and everyone who are witnessing things going on...and many say...live in today don't think about tomorrow....I agree with that...and living in today I still can't stop wondering what my tomorrow is....

Looking at the stars in the sky I think...are there anyone like us living on a small planet which we can't see....I may sound like a lunatic...but the world is full of "what if?!"...
And we can see that question every where around us....

What if all the animals can talk with us?
Then we can have a tea time conversation with our dog about the stock market...

What if trees can defend themselves?
Then we don't have to worry about deforestation...we don't have to worry about pollution..and probably about global warming....

what if politicians were good?
NAAAAA...thats even more impossible than the above 2 questions...

like this...everyday as I walk or talk or listen or see and observer there are so many questions that come to my mind..I am not the only one...Everyone has got there own about a billion what ifs...

Todays world is filled with so many gadgets...Everyone seems to can't live without them...Just few decades ago there was no electricity in many places in India and people were fine...But if there is a one hour power cut....You can imagine what happens...

My mom says we should use technology only till we need it...if we want to use it everywhere then we can't survive long...So i thought i should train myself to be able to live without luxury but use it only how mush i need it...But you know what...my people think i am a mental patient because I don't like to travel in big cars or want to use those cool gadget mobile phones...i always shrug them off...and i can't help it notice how the world is so addicted to these things which are not essential for our life to live and are ok with things that are essential for us to survive getting destroyed...

I don't want to say people are selfish...I think everyone is just too busy in earning there daily meal...or fighting for there health or...begging there spouse to forgive them or trying to make there true love to notice them etc etc etc.....

So...what can i say...this world is filled with so many questions and everyone spends there whole life looking for the answers.....But for me...I enjoy this search for answers....